i spent the whole day yesterday wandering around greenwich village in nyc. it was like a mecca of mine to get there.
ive been going to jersey/nyc ever since i was little due to the family living here but my parents never took me to where i really wanted to go.i guess its different now that im older.
i was the happiest kid.
the only thing that would have made that place more perfect for my living was my dj johnam.
i found a hundred vegetarian restaurants. i have a hard time eating. i had no bad times yesterday.
now im back in jersey for di leone fest 08'.
home tomorrow.
cheers.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Thursday, June 26, 2008
you put me in the magic position
this song has not left my head since last friday night when i requested it. what i ask for dj danny gives! usually...
anyway,its a fun song. makes me feel good to move and be moved.
and...has anyone seen this advertised??
i gotta have it!!!!
anyway,its a fun song. makes me feel good to move and be moved.
and...has anyone seen this advertised??
i gotta have it!!!!
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Sunday, June 22, 2008
the internet and the stabs people take at each other on it are pretty ridiculous. i am really over it. im not trying to play no games. i dont want to cut myself off from the world. but i dont necessarily want to be a part of it.
last night i had a dream that read like a novel. really. i could see the words narrating the whole thing and i reached out to touch the words and i smudged the ink. i kept rubbing at the words and rubbing them until the whole backdrop of my dream turned black. then words started composing in white ink? i saw pages being turned. no joke.
i woke up this morning pretty sure that i had grown a couple inches taller. i feel it happening.
ive been feeling pretty good (minus the growing pains that probably really arent growing pains) lately. ive been laying low and hanging out with humans every now and then. i like it. to those who think that im nuts for not wanting to hang i just have to say that too many bad things have been spoken. too much has been said behind others backs and theres been too much confusion. for all of this and the madness i went through for over a year (the year that i take full responsibility for as it will go down in history) i made a conscious decision to take some steps back for a while. im chillin. im reading a lot lately and contemplating movement. im 22 years old. and i mean that is that really.
last night i had a dream that read like a novel. really. i could see the words narrating the whole thing and i reached out to touch the words and i smudged the ink. i kept rubbing at the words and rubbing them until the whole backdrop of my dream turned black. then words started composing in white ink? i saw pages being turned. no joke.
i woke up this morning pretty sure that i had grown a couple inches taller. i feel it happening.
ive been feeling pretty good (minus the growing pains that probably really arent growing pains) lately. ive been laying low and hanging out with humans every now and then. i like it. to those who think that im nuts for not wanting to hang i just have to say that too many bad things have been spoken. too much has been said behind others backs and theres been too much confusion. for all of this and the madness i went through for over a year (the year that i take full responsibility for as it will go down in history) i made a conscious decision to take some steps back for a while. im chillin. im reading a lot lately and contemplating movement. im 22 years old. and i mean that is that really.
Saturday, June 21, 2008
thoreau has been hitting the spot
in johns room waiting for john to come home...photobooth got the best of me and his little sister.
Friday, June 20, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
kids kids and kids
i watched the dodge children tonight so the dodge parents could go on a date.
i love those kids. i would take a spartan spear to the chest for them.
but theyre definitely my birth control.
in other news today
i dont hate anyone
never did or could
well maybe that guy with the ponytail
i just need some time away
thats all.
i love those kids. i would take a spartan spear to the chest for them.
but theyre definitely my birth control.
in other news today
i dont hate anyone
never did or could
well maybe that guy with the ponytail
i just need some time away
thats all.
one of my favorites
so long honey babe
where I'm bound, i cant tell
goodbye is too good a word babe
so ill just say fare thee well
i aint a sayin you treated me unkind
you could of done better but i dont mind
you just kinda wasted my precious time
dont think twice, its all right
i saw "the happening" last night. it only made me want to go home and straighten my hair. i think that was all i really could think about afterwards.
i didnt go home and straighten my hair though. i went home and stopped breathing.
i was heavily medicated and now life is a-okay!
the great dismal swamp has been burning. this makes me a sad kim jong. bats, raccoons, white tailed deer...black bear and bobcats?! nuts...
where I'm bound, i cant tell
goodbye is too good a word babe
so ill just say fare thee well
i aint a sayin you treated me unkind
you could of done better but i dont mind
you just kinda wasted my precious time
dont think twice, its all right
i saw "the happening" last night. it only made me want to go home and straighten my hair. i think that was all i really could think about afterwards.
i didnt go home and straighten my hair though. i went home and stopped breathing.
i was heavily medicated and now life is a-okay!
the great dismal swamp has been burning. this makes me a sad kim jong. bats, raccoons, white tailed deer...black bear and bobcats?! nuts...
Monday, June 16, 2008
Saturday, June 14, 2008
misery loves company
moral of this whole story:
no one can be trusted
this is how i want it all to end:
no one can be trusted
this is how i want it all to end:
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Monday, June 9, 2008
ny
i went to new york this past weekend to play guitar for cody's wedding.
before any wedding anything happened i camped, fought monster bugs,
hiked a gorge, hung out with hippies, drank wine and wine and beer and
beer and thennnn cody got married.
the wedding was beautiful and new york is beautiful. i made one million
"jurassic park" references because thats what i do and about 5 or 6 " the last
of the mohicans" references because being close to the mohican area it
just felt right. ever since i was a little girl i have loved the last
of the mohicans and im not really sure i shouldve been watching white men get scalped at a young age but my mom always said us kids needed culture.
daniel day lewis is the man and on the way to new york i read to john
and jacob his biography courtesy of imdb.com.because im awesome.
before any wedding anything happened i camped, fought monster bugs,
hiked a gorge, hung out with hippies, drank wine and wine and beer and
beer and thennnn cody got married.
the wedding was beautiful and new york is beautiful. i made one million
"jurassic park" references because thats what i do and about 5 or 6 " the last
of the mohicans" references because being close to the mohican area it
just felt right. ever since i was a little girl i have loved the last
of the mohicans and im not really sure i shouldve been watching white men get scalped at a young age but my mom always said us kids needed culture.
daniel day lewis is the man and on the way to new york i read to john
and jacob his biography courtesy of imdb.com.because im awesome.
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
NOT an excuse
im going to new york. im going to sleep in a tent. im going to play guitar for old hippies. im going to learn to make dream catchers and weave blankets. im going to sell them to tourists. im going to eat meat because eventually i will go insane from the berries and snake meat will be the only thing to cure me. im going to grow lots of hair on my legs to protect me from bug bites. im not looking back. im mainly just excited about dream cathers.
i feel like i have lost a lot of what i cared about in life in a matter of a month. its a bit painful. i lost the best friend (i mean face it we knew that was going but..) so i lost the band. i lose a friend everyday it seems. i lost almost all the trust i could have ever been given from the one kid in town i wanted to keep more than anything. i mean obviously i lost it all because im an idiot. i get it.
a very very important friend of mine said the best thing to me in response to someone talking about my current situation (which really...i wish people would stop coming up to me and asking me about it. is this on perezhilton.com?honestly. ive gone lohan status sheesh). he said, "sometimes you have to love someone for who they are not what they do." simple words it made me feel alive still. it made me so very happy and lucky to have that kid around. so thank you,jacob castello. im still kickin and i plan on staying awesome forever. the kids in my world that love me even though im crazy and have done things they disagree with are the greatest people ever and i want to make each one of them a bundt cake with their name on it. everyone loves a cake with their name on it.
i feel like i have lost a lot of what i cared about in life in a matter of a month. its a bit painful. i lost the best friend (i mean face it we knew that was going but..) so i lost the band. i lose a friend everyday it seems. i lost almost all the trust i could have ever been given from the one kid in town i wanted to keep more than anything. i mean obviously i lost it all because im an idiot. i get it.
a very very important friend of mine said the best thing to me in response to someone talking about my current situation (which really...i wish people would stop coming up to me and asking me about it. is this on perezhilton.com?honestly. ive gone lohan status sheesh). he said, "sometimes you have to love someone for who they are not what they do." simple words it made me feel alive still. it made me so very happy and lucky to have that kid around. so thank you,jacob castello. im still kickin and i plan on staying awesome forever. the kids in my world that love me even though im crazy and have done things they disagree with are the greatest people ever and i want to make each one of them a bundt cake with their name on it. everyone loves a cake with their name on it.
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