the internet and the stabs people take at each other on it are pretty ridiculous. i am really over it. im not trying to play no games. i dont want to cut myself off from the world. but i dont necessarily want to be a part of it.

last night i had a dream that read like a novel. really. i could see the words narrating the whole thing and i reached out to touch the words and i smudged the ink. i kept rubbing at the words and rubbing them until the whole backdrop of my dream turned black. then words started composing in white ink? i saw pages being turned. no joke.

i woke up this morning pretty sure that i had grown a couple inches taller. i feel it happening.

ive been feeling pretty good (minus the growing pains that probably really arent growing pains) lately. ive been laying low and hanging out with humans every now and then. i like it. to those who think that im nuts for not wanting to hang i just have to say that too many bad things have been spoken. too much has been said behind others backs and theres been too much confusion. for all of this and the madness i went through for over a year (the year that i take full responsibility for as it will go down in history) i made a conscious decision to take some steps back for a while. im chillin. im reading a lot lately and contemplating movement. im 22 years old. and i mean that is that really.