sometimes i can be a mean kid.
sometimes i want to fight people.
sometimes i can be a real smart ass and not feel bad about it at all.

ohio go zai mas. i dont believe that is how you spell that but good morning!
alright. so i woke up from a dream not too long ago that was all about my "bangs". i guess this all came from the fact that ive been debating about cutting them or not for like 4340384903248 years now. or something. so theyre really long now and in my dream i was a celebutant...but hopefully not a skankzoid. anyway, i kept getting approached by paparazzi/reporters with one question on their minds:
"what is up with your long bang???"
i cant believe i had a dream that was totally about my hair and its importance to my life but one reporter said to me, "growing your bangs is going to ruin your career!"
and ya know...i believe it.
im just not as cute as i used to be...but youre only cute once.
meadows band reference...anyone?anyone??no..?
i cant believe that im posting a blog about this but i want it to be remembered.
yep.

i finally saw "atonement" last night. ive never ever been crazy about miss knightley because her jawline and resemblence to lara usually freaks me out but she was a total babe in this film!


so other than it being visually beautiful to look at and that it might have been the real reason why i cry myself to sleep...i really dont have much else to say on it.

i do have to say that im tired of being cold all the time. i really want/need to move to a location that is at least 70 degrees all the time. any suggestions? leah is in texas and it seems to be nothing but sunshine there. ughh. i just want warmth and no shoes and no more sweaters! i also really want to be back in italy this summer. i spent three amazing weeks of my life strolling around that country. i miss riding on trains and i miss open windows! im asking for too much now sheeeessh!

tearin up my heart and soul

joie and i have returned home safely from our florida adventure. i do think we should have stayed longer now. i really enjoyed florida. i loved the warmth, the old people, and even the touristy of tourist attractions that i place myself with (ooooh the burning convictions of anthony bourdain!! i know i know..)everything seemed to be the worldest biggest of greatest something down there. i liked that feeling. i always thought things were bigger in texas though?
joie and i getting to ride the star wars ride at mgm, dancing way too hard to michael jackson and then our tag team hurling night in downtown disney were probably my favorite parts of the whole trip. was it the alfredo that did it? or the fast gin drinking i tend to do? im gonna put the blaim on nelly furtado because once she started singing i started vomin. love ya nel.
i miss my tripod of lust action. ive been out of the loop and i feel like the cosmos are doing twisted twisted things to my world. chill out cosmos! im trying to haaang. really...this happens every so often but im really not digging on the whole world turning upside down on me. i know everyone goes through it so im trying not to complain. so i'll have someone else do it for me.
every bit of my emotions as of returning to va can be summed up with one nsync song.
hit it, boys

silly

i have been having the time of my life.
i wake up every morning with newly tagged facebook pictures.
i love julia and kelly.
this video made me laugh.

i thought ellen page was me for a second. its a strange world.