oh happy saturday.
my body continues its pain tour 09 and it was the worst ever last night.
i have lots of meds to take and i cant wait till i'm no longer a pill popping freak.
i want to be able to stand and walk for longer periods of time before crashing down.
i'm saying this has been going on for weeks and i'm over it.
another doctors visit in a week and im hoping that will be my last check up.

enough complaining, i bought this last night for 7 bucks:


i mean come onnnnn. its going to be great!
valentines day is approaching and im very excited. its the first one for joshua and i together. its going to be the best.

id really like a new lens for my camera. i've been saying that for a while now. someday when i have all the money on the planet i will get two new lenses and everyone will want their photo taken by me.

julia. in my absence from life she continues to communicate. i think that is what makes the two of us cosmic friends. because no matter how long its been since physical contact i know i can always hit her up for a talk. i have a couple people like that. they're great.

now off to work.

vegetarians have better sex.

wtf???

umm.

my hair is curlier than yours.
okay, i don't hate everything.
im just sick of what i've been going through.
no more doctor anything puhleeez.
vicky christina barcelona is on dvd today.
babez is on his way over.
i really value the friendship i have with julia.
let the healing begin!

i hate life today.
my body is failing me. worse and worse and worse.

my hair looks terrible today for work but i feel terrible. im achy and whiny and i have a check up tomorrow and blahblahblah. i miss my boyfriend this morning a lot. josh takes the best care of my little body. i had chocolate soy milk for breakfast yesterday and almost hurled. could i have the soy/lactose blues? oh dear oh dear. i want chocolate soy milk right now actually.

Dear President Obama,

When you are president, don't eat junk food. Junk food makes you fat. Your family shouldn't eat junk food, either, because it is not healthy. Obama, you rock.

Amy Ramirez, age 8
San Francisco

ahahah!
what a discovery.
we all used to play show after show together.
starting your own cults is funner then joining one.
everyone has changed.
as they do.
awesome!

game day

i love these men.

in the past three weeks ive seen milk, gran torino, and the wrestler. i have good things to say about all three films! but i'd be happier if i could finally see revolutionary road.

i am having the hardest time moving along this morning. oh oh oh oh.

max rebo birthday cake.
i want that instead of ice cream cake.
i will be the most powerful jedi in the galaxy.
old photo time!:

partaaay

your pop astrology has already made your decisions for you. your sun is in drama.
your moon is in bullshit and an american planting his flag in you.

i want ice cream cake.

44

happy inaugeration
snow day party.
bitchbitchbitchmoanmoanmoangroooaaannnnnnnblahblahblahblahh.
blogging hasn't been as fun these days.
san diego. i want to go to san diego.

tea stained

davood's photos

freaks and geeks

this week when i have been my weakest josh has been the strongest man in the universe.
not even just this week but the whole time i've known him.
its nice to have a boyfriend who is in my corner.

modeling.

ha.

words can't describe what i've been feeling/going through lately.

i love my joshua.

take a deep breath and enjoy yourself.

paul is a friend of josh's that i met a little bit before i started dating joshua and we quickly became great pals. after many crazy nights in my world paul is leaving tomorrow for 6 months to pay his dues to uncle sam. you will be missed, friend!





and then there's jimmy. and i like him.

zoo

the kim jong show. coming spring 09.

some things are just gross gross gross gross gross city times 53098090
ahhh well...
at least at the end of my day i remain a vampire with happy insides and im really darn cute.

gossip girl is on tonight.
anthony bourdain: no reservations is back on tonight!
yessssssssssss

09

i did my best blair waldorf impression and julia's party was the best. i've got some cool friends. got a room at the westin with the boys and fell asleep in the pool room with a $4 cup of orange juice. ate mashed potatoes for breakfast at the friendliest ihop ever. went home and slept the entire day.