so much is going to be happening during the next two weeks. i could explode. some good changes. some horrible changes. i need to pack.

i now own a ford focus hatchback. its adorable. it will be so much cooler when in about four weeks my license plates come in and thriller wont just be what i'd like to call joshua but it will be my whip. THRLL3R.

i have been waiting patiently since about forever for a certain something and that time is commmiinng. yeahyeahyeahhhhh.

shakespeare in the park tonight? beach tomorrow. wee!

cant even take it. i was having the best day ever.
i got my car stuff all together.
got the insurance myself.
josh got my ring resized.
everything was great.

michael jackson passed away.
if anyone really knows me they know what he meant to me.
so so so sad.
i remember joie and i driving from florida to virginia and only listening to the thriller album. which sold more albums than any other album. i mean thats all we listened to. and when we got to a new state in the country we changed the song to pyt. becaue i loved it that much.

PYT forever and ever. love you mike.

some old photos:


had lunch with lara. its been really fun catching up and talking about the old times. i missed her in my life.

tides game last night. apparently i'm a little better at shit talking than i thought. maybe under my sweet little kimmy exterior there really is a mega bitch waiting to be born? i wouldn't hold my breath ha. i waited a long time to get a pretzel and a beer. it was worth it. after the traditional "landon foster" chant the people in front of me started a "barry foster" chant. too good.
today i am buying a car.
today i am getting the best deal ever on that car.
this is what you get when you chat it up with your boyfriends mechanic friends at ball games.
i could probably throw up at the thought.
here we go. more news later.

just gotta get through the work day and then its off to the lake. too excited. ive got all my cameras ever packed.

i have a sick feeling deep in my gut this morning. no particular reason that i can think of but i could punch a lot of people in their guts this morning i guess.

last night ended up being brian's birthday. he got very very drunk on his own and then we took him to mexican. he was so into this haha:

went on a date last night to the boot and ate my little heart out. minestrone, fettuccine with home grown mushrooms and shortbread with orange marmalade and dark chocolate. yumm! i had forgotten how much i enjoyed that place. not so much the prices but everything else. i'm lucky to have a boyfriend that spoils me. lara and i used to practically live at relative theory when we were playing a couple shows a month there so we got close to those boot boys! its nice they still say hi and such. speaking of shows i want to play at least one before the summer ends. at least one. i have a lot of ideas.

we're going to the lake house this weekend when i get off work tomorrow. which means a lot of photos to be taken. i'm going to take a lot more with film this time. i'm very excited! i always have so much fun there. its a good get a way. i can't wait to get lots of sun and ride the jet skis with my josh.

today is vincenzo mario luigi di leone's (dad) birthday. he is the coolest guy i've ever known. with his long black hair he continues to fight the man and the southern baptists down the street during the day and plays bar gigs at night. he also says funny jokes.

we're going green at the salon. like recycling foils after they've been in peoples hair and recycling peoples hair when it comes off their head. i kind of like it. i wish i didn't have to wear sweaters to cover up sleeveless shirts at work. boo.

today i'd like to be in disney world.
on the star tours ride.
just sayin.

loooove.




beach time with landon and josh yesterday was just what the doctor ordered to get me feeling life again! we ate mexican and watched the lakers win the finals. i like that we have been seeing landon more. he is a marvelous human. the other night i was lying in bed with josh watching basketball and he was next to me reading a graphic novel. i never thought in a million years that roles would be reversed like that and he'd be the comic nerd and i the sports fan. hah!

lets start off by saying i happily take birth control every day. even if it is pricey. gotta be responsible *EDIT* because I'M not ready for a baby.
congrats to jesse and kelly. i love the both of you and i'm excited for your future and musica babies.

i scared everyone in my family and went on a rampage last night. thats what happens when theres an open bar and little kim jong decides to keep taking shots. i really don't ever drink, people. i really don't. but when i do...and i mean drink a lot more than other humans around me...sometimes i destroy things. like my room. as i found out this morning. and my dad told me all about it. i'm a monster. i haven't been like this in a long time. oooh jeeezzz.

i called julia in the morning to clear my thoat and get things out in the open (her open) that i've never talked about. feel like a new woman. a very hungover woman but good.

going to the ocean to feel alive again. later.

some photos from last weekend.

one of my favorite things about dating josh is that we have so much fun together. i never ever laugh harder than when i'm around him.

in other news my family is selling the house. i wanted them to hold off till i finished school at the end of the summer but its not my call ya know. so i'm not sure exactly where i'll go. see ya!

i also finally watched "revolutionary road" last night. hit my emotions too hard.

i now have a million new photos to speak of. as soon as i return to the place i call "home" i will upload for everyone to enjoy. we've done a lot this weekend. a lot of fun in the sun. lara came out to the hotel with us on saturday night and i had a blast with her. hit up the beach yesterday with a bunch of people and i am now a new shade of red. yesss. i ate a lot of pizza and fell asleep with my man. woke up today and here i am. type typing. i haven't been on the internet in what feels like forever when really its been about two days. ha!

good news: i am happy to say that the band is getting back together! yes. although we will no longer go by "beautiful uncertainty" we are going to be a "beautiful uncertainty" cover band. startin fresh, dudes. i hope you're as excited as i am. fill your glasses with bourbon because lara and i are back.

because i haven't had my camera around and i have no new pictures to speak of, i am going to post this picture because i just found it.
hello two years ago.
hello jake gyllenhaal on my guitar.

ive been having a lot of fun so far in this warm weather! last night i went to a tides game with good people and today i ate breakfast with good people and then relaxed at the beach with julia. there are good people all around and the earth is so beautiful. i told julia we were fortunate to be earthlings today because if we were on mars it wouldn't be as cool. i just feel really happy.

i had another fantastic weekend but this time my camera was not with me for any of it.
i missed so much! darn. it all ended with my boyfriend performing a striptease for me infront of everyone to lady gaga. seriously, that man has me laughing harder than any other human ever. i am a pretty lucky girl.
i hate when our weekends end and its back to work.