i remember hearing this when i was a really little kimmy and thinking i was really cool and needing to be really cool. it was during a time that would be the beginning of fashion disasters and playing in girl bands for me. when i think about it i've been in some form of a band for most of my life. it started in middle school with katie, jess and i on clarinet, flute, and cello (we had to start somewhere) and we went from there to electric guitars and liz on drums and then lara's appearance into my life later in highschool. then steve came into play and katie, jess and liz were all far off at schools. steve went away to turn into a tool bag leaving lara and i to turn 21 and become drunken bar singers. i made a series of bad choices and lara and i divorced and for the first time in forever i am doing nothing musically. i hate it.

the celtics lost last night ending serie 2 and ending the playoffs and ruining everything for my little heart. i seriously cried. i have fallen ill so my whimpers were probably mainly from being a baby. but i was bummed. josh held me as my snotty nose and i went to sleep and told me theres always next year.

im going to make vegetable soup and not be sick anymore.