get with it.
i am seriously not even joking when i say i think "rock lobster" is one of the best songs ever.

for no reason

i've been in hiding lately. im a pretty private kid so i'm really sorry to everyone who has been asking me whats been going on and is getting no answer. i just really can't talk about it. i don't want to talk about it. the only people who have really seen me are my family, co-workers, and rachel. i just don't really feel like making efforts to organize activities. i can say though that a few weeks ago i was really happy. like happier then being in tokyo happy and happier than mating with a god happy. and now things aren't feeling like that. so that's the only update. im still alive, kids and i plan on pushing through it but in this time right now i think i'll just google jason schwartzman and think about lessons learned.

facebook status

kim jong is not happy
kim jong is thinking about drowning in the pool
kim jong wants to kill babies
kim jong is embarrassed
kim jong cant believe it.

calling all troops.
i need the comfort of wes anderson and george lucas.

isn't that ironic?
goodnight, people.

it's just for a few hours but i'm going to see my boy.
i gotta do it.

my record collection isn't what it used to be.

yesterday i was happy in the arms of my boyfriend
today i was happy thinking about the new computer in my arms by tuesday
tonight im not too happy thanks to fraud!
i feel so cheated. not even kidding.
oh well. so i dont have a card for a while...im just going to be carrying cash and no online shopping for me. boohoo.

happiness is
being with john menard

mr. allen has a way with my heart.
this movie was great.

"im gonna blog your ass so hard..."

lately ive been exploring manatee waters and seeing people that ive only seen on the internet for years.
ive been feeling very free.
on a walk with joie i purchased a veggie dog and this:

snapsnapsnap!
this will be fun.
i should have purchased the star wars cookbook...



wookiee cookies?? boba fett-uccine?? oh, man.



john and i are going to see vicky cristina barcelona today.
im PUMPED!

good afternoon
there is lead guitar playing the the other room
im about to add the rhythm.
last night i cleared a dance floor and took over.
you would've been proud.
so far in the past week i have been asked if i was arab or hindu.
im going to the river.
its good to have options.

just a thought

i had an eight hour work day to think about anything in the world i wanted to think about. i decided that the biggest regret/mistake ive made in my 22 years so far wasnt messing around with chris braun for well over a year. i know. i know. thats a big one and i hate that what i did ever happened but its not the worst thing. it wasnt even becoming friends with julia which led to worlds and worlds of madness that i didnt even think was possible in my own little world. the biggest regret i have is ending my friendship with lara.

saturday is the day!
never coming home!

my favorite thing about this picture isn't that i'm running to get back on the dock that is drifting away but that you can almost see the long leaves i tied into my hair.

today was beautiful.
i shared tacos with rachel at the park and watched her take photos of many things. after a long walk around the water david met up with us. we untied a rope holding a dock to the shore and floated away. we didnt know how far we would float or how long before we reached land but it was all part of the adventure and i felt a lot like huck finn. i loved it. we spent hours out there. best day in a long time and ive been having some pretty darn good days.
now if only john boy would come home again...
















also, after what i did to my hair recently and the remarks from david and rachel im leaning towards this for halloween:

hah! i still wanna be leia/r2/awesome. we'll see though.

the birth of venus

after a long day of working behind a desk dealing with clients i needed this totally impromptu hang out of joy.

completely gratuitous

a lot is going change in my world this year. i'm very excited about it all.
there are a lot of things i want to do and see and i have much to plan.
i'm not trying to talk about it too much yet. so i won't.

2:50am

i get home from an incredible night of dancing (i got to dance with dj danny.amen and amen) and found dj sara guns on my couch. amazing!! i told you dreams are coming true.

the secret!!

i figured it out.
the secret is in the flat iron. curling with the flat iron.
all my dreams are coming true!!ahhhhhhhhhhhhhskdmasdlkasmdlsa

fight the bite

i rode through a jungle. im pretty sure i have west nile virus now.
i finally rode to a bar. that was my summer goal. im proud.

"tom hanks wished he had this shit on that island."

i meant to upload these a long time ago but just never got around to it.
now i see why. it took forever to load em!
i want a cup of limoncello.

mmhmm!

exactly.

we flew down a hill tonight! flew! if e.t. had been in my basket we wouldve soared!
everyone left. i drank a beer and rode all alone back to my home.
i always think about zombie attacks when i ride alone.
i had a good hair day.







work in the morning. all the hours i can get to keep me busy.
bourdain is on. my thighs hurt from the long ride.
i miss my boyfriend.

i'm moving to richmond.

bebe

love love love love love