after class tonight i will officially be living in sin with my boyfriend. hah.
i was always honest with my parents about me leaving them which was hard for me at first. my whole life i've been terrified of my mom and her strong conservative views. things are a lot easier these days with josh in my life. i'm not scared of a lot of things like i used to be. not even my scary mother. i've been growing up a bit over the past few months, people.
last night we were at the apt doing some work and sarahjane showed up and gave us a beer to welcome us. shes our kramer. sort of.

i like this photo

everything is going well. this is my last night in the house i've lived in since the beginning of high school. a lot of good happy memories here. like starting bands and writing songs. one too many crazy drunken memories here as well.
i couldn't be more excited. after class tomorrow its off to my new home sweet home.

some photos from our lake house day.











due to me having school this summer i was only able to be at the lake for one day but it was all okay because that one day felt like four days. we had a lot of fun like usual and that may be the last trip of the summer. hmm!
i've been packing like a mad woman. last night josh and i had to finish doing our inspection and moved my chair and ottoman over. so our apartment is only furnished right now with that small chair and small ottoman. i sort of love it just like that. we visited the basement and it was a place i will never visit again. haunt fest u.s.a., brah! if i was a ghost or homeless or the ghost of a homeless person i'd haunt that basement. should've taken photos! nuts.
so my packing continues and hopefully ends today (as long as i get off this computer successfully). my brother/anyone else i can find that has offered today are going to help me with my norfolk commute to throw my stuff in there.
i might work in a dental office in norfolk tomorrow morning with emily. shes been assisting there for quite some time and asked her doctor if i could intern. she has made me very happy.

i watched "17 again" on a whim. i actually really enjoyed it. love that efron boy.
i still haven't seen "500 days of summer" or "ponyo".
i did get to watch half of the mike tyson documentary that just came out. his views on women and sex made me very nervous. when he was a kid he kept pigeons and then these bullies killed his pigeons...so he beat the bullies up. now hes a monster. i felt really bad for him about those pigeons though.
i didn't think i had a lot to pack for the move but now i'm realizing i have way too much stuff! the lease is getting signed today and then after that we can move in whenever. i'm so excited!
theres a lot happening with work, school and interning, and getting our apartment together. i only have three weeks left of school to learn as much as possible and get as many interning hours as i can and i have to be out of this house completely by the end of this month so the new owners can move in.
sunday i'm going to the lake house. i wish i was moving to the lake house.

i walked into some dental offices today after my clinical asking if i could volunteer a couple hours during the week to gain more experience. i walked out with an application to a pediactric dental office. i probably would enjoy that.
we found our place.
west ghent here we come.
like...next week?

josh told me that stephon marbury from the boston celtics went crazy and started eating vaseline. i didn't believe him til i saw the actual video. i haven't been a fan of the man till now haha.

i had clinical today at the dentist office. i was all sorts of terrifed going in on account of the doctor i work with is one mean man that just cannot be pleased. we've had some moments where i wanted to run out of the room but have always gotten through it. today after we did a surgical extraction he actually pat me on the shoulder and said "you did real good". i just about fell over!
fantastic! my confidence level is a lot higher today. i'm starting to get the hang of the instruments and their purposes and what come when. its week six. im actually almost done.
after that josh and i toured apartments. we found something we like but who knows where we are going to end up.